can't focus

i can't focus on the task at hand. .my mind is going all around the question at hand. .im over here staring at a blank study guide for a test that i have tomorrow. .the one that was almost complete. .momentarily misplaced. .ima find it. .i guess that is why my mind, body and soul has given up. .grrr. .ugh. .im alone in silence. .except for the faint blair of a radio next door. .other than that, it's just me and these questions. .yet, i can't escape my thoughts. .they keep coming and knocking on my dome. .but they dont want to come in. .instead they want to get out. .but it's a bunch of nonsense. .like SHUT UP!! I CANT FOCUS!! the day went swell, i guess. .imean the usual ups and downs and a lot of people were down due to the weather. .but the chill in the air kept me on my toes. .now, im tired. .body is sore as flip and the work shift was long and became longer as we counted down the hours!! my phone goes off, another text that makes my heart drop with heavy high hopes that it's YOU texting me. .but NOPE. .so, my heart fall, shatters and no longer beats. .slowly pieces itself together again as i wait a little longer until i force myself to forget that i even care. .ugh. .i can't focus. .losing my balance. .my eyes are getting heavier by the second and the light of the laptop doesnt help. .*(deep inhale && slow release of an exhale) -literally- left shoulder blade is tense and stiff. .ima cry. .no not really. .could care less to do so. .the bed calls me. .altho it's 10:02pm. .but the alarm sounds of at 5:30am. .what.to.do. when you simply can't focus on the task at hand. . . =0/