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SO let me do a semi brief update.
the post about the whole ex factor. .let's shine a light on that.
SO to my liking and very random suprise he contacted me. .i want to know who tipped him off. naw jk. as of now, we are on speaking terms and then it turns complicated. i refuse to go into to the depths of details. .but just know that i know that you know that we know how that all goes when you run into an ex. .but for me it seems to be a little different. .imean im content. .but there's that something. .that missing link. .that unknown. .that umph that draws me in. .keeps me interested and then it's that one thing that pushes me away. .just makes me wonder what am i doing. .i know what he's about and where things can end up. .where it's all leading. .then again it's not fair for me to judge him. i may think i know him. .known him for several years. .but he still shocks me. .keeps me on my toes. .just when i think ive figured him out. .im unsure all over again. .and then that's when im reminded that maybe i dotn know. .and it's rude to assume. .[ASS U ME]and that sometimes the hidden suprises are the token loves. .OH I DONT KNOW. i had something wise && witty to say but that i was interrupted by the new comers gawking at my hair. .which btw is STRAiGHT and i did it myself. .maybe i'll try to keep it up for a bit. .it was much easier with the new product. .im happie for now. .and the reponses have been positive..but i wonder what he'll think. .OH GOSH look at me. .ima stop once again. .gotta get ready for the next shift. .&& OOH LORD hold me back from slapping that old bitty. .OOooOoh -Cao Bella